IT seems like yesterday that i gave the test , and passed the street and the course What a feeling that was ?! - now i look back and regret my wasted opportunities!

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what the hell can i say — ?

all mistakes – and all apologise

?– Are you there

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no sound

no word

no answer

its like a blank page

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oh dear!

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And now i have to impress you - i want to impress you – and i will impress you – but there are so many YOU

Now i know better : I CANT LIVE ALONE – I CANT LEAVE IT ALONE

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IM SERACHING – searching for what-?-

guess

? love

no

? like

no

? hate

No no n onono nonon onnon on on o  no n  o

Its not even hate

why dont you understand-?-

You wont understand

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This is the last time that ill hold your hands

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but what hand ? evils – angels ?

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i just wanna be another angel -yeah- you dont but i feel you

i can feel it every morning

after a silence

peacfull night

some one took my heart away ! wheree the fuc.k are youuuuuu!!!?

Band : Guns N Roses
Lyrics Title : Sorry
Writer: Axl Rose
Backing Vocal : Sebastian Back
Album : Chinese Democracy
Music Genre : Rock Ballad

SORRY
متاسف

You like to hurt me you know that you do
تو دوست داری منو برنجونی و خودت هم میدونی
You like to think in some way that it’s me and not you
دوست داری به هر طریقی فکر کنی این منم نه خودت (که اذیت میشه)
(But we know that isn’t true)
اما خودمون میدونیم که حقیقت نداره
You like to have me jump and be good
تو دوست داری مشتاق و خوب باشم
But I don’t want to do it
ولی نمیخوام که انجامش بدم
You don’t know why I don’t act the way you think I should
تو هم نمیدونی چرا اونجور که فکر میکنی رفتار نمیکنم

You thought they’d make me behave and submit
و فکر میکردی که (اندیشه هات) منو مجبور به تن در دادن و انجام
What were you thinking
چیزایی که فکر میکردی میکنن
‘Cause I don’t forget
اما من از یاد نمیبرم

You don’t know why
نمیفهمی که چرا من
I won’t give in
تسلیم به
To hell with the pressure I’m not caving in
جهنمی با فشار از سر فرود نیاوردن نمیشم

You know that I got under your skin
تو میفهمی من زیر پوست تو رسیدم

You sold your soul but I won’t let you win
روحت رو فروختی اما نمیزارم که برنده بشی
You talk too much, you say I do
زیادی حرف میزنی . میگی اینکارو میکنم
Difference is nobody cares about you
تفاوت در اینه که هیچکس بهت اهمیت نمیده

You’ve got all the answers
تمام جواب ها رو داری
You know everything
همه چیز رو هم میدونی
Why nobody asked you
اما اینکه هیچکس ازت سوالی نکرد
It’s a mystery to me
واسم مثل یک راز میمونه

I’m sorry for you
برای تو متاسفم
Not sorry for me (Not sorry for me)
نه برای خودم
You don’t know who in the hell to or not to believe (or not to believe)
نمیدونی کدوم خری رو باور کنی یا نه
I’m sorry for you (I’m sorry for you)
واست متاسفم
Not sorry for me (Not sorry for me)
نه برای خودم
You don’t know who you can trust now
الان هم نمیدونی به کی اعتماد کنی
Or you should believe
یا کی رو باور کنی
You should believe
باید بپذیری

You close your eyes
چشمهات رو میبندی
All well and good
با تمام خوبی و راحتی

I’ll kick you ass like I said that I would
منم همونجور که گفتم بهت اردنگی میزنم
You tell them stories they’d rather believe
داستانی رو بگو که به راحتی باور کنند
Use and confuse them
و ازش برای مبهوت کردنشون استفاده کن
They’re numb and naïve
اونا ساده و خام هستند
The truth is the truth hurts don’t you agree
واقعیت اینه که حقیقت تلخه – موافق نیستی ؟
It’s harder to live with the truth about you
سخت تر اینه که با راستینگی دور و برت زندگی کرد
Than to live with the lies about me
تا زندگی با دروغ نزدیک من
Nobody owes you
هیچ کس به تو بدهکار نیست
Not one god damn thing
حتی یک چیز کوفتی
You know where to put your
میدونی خودتو کجا قرار بدی
Just shut up and siiiiiiiiiiing
خفه شو و فقط بخون
I’m sorry for you

You chose to hurt those that love you
تو به کسایی که دوستشون داری صدمه میزنی
And won’t set them free
و رها نمیکنی اونا رو
Won’t set them free
رها شون نمیکنی

You don’t need anybody else to be sorry for you
دیگه به کسی هم که برات تاسف بخوره هم نیاز نداری
You’ve got no heart
هیچ قلبی نداری
You can’t see
نمیبینی تمام
All that you’ve done for me
کارایی رو که برای من کردی
I know the reasons
و از دلایلی که
You tear me apart
منو از هم دریدی باخبرم

finally i have bought SonyEricsson K850i

(Reverend)

Spin for feature or I hold for fruit
I need two more nudges and I’ll drop the loot
Sure I’ll jack it almost anytime
When I hear a voice from behind

(Tim)
No, no mate you wanna’ hold the pears
Cos I’ve been watching you from over by the stairs
Turbocash is cool you wanna’ let ‘em spin
But if the hoppers full you’re guaranteed a win

(Reverend)

No, no mate why don’t you understand
I’ve got a scheme a plan I’ve got it all in hand
I need a no-lose or an extra life
And me mobile’s ringing. It’s me wife

(Laura)
Where are you Jon what time will you be home
I’ve been trying to call just get your answerphone
I’ve told you once, I’ve told you times before
Can’t get to sleep unti lyou’re through th door
Are you listening to anything I say?
We need the money, we got bills to pay
Don’t get drunk and make sure you’re not late
And don’t be gambling please for goodness sake

(Reverend)

Back inside a frown adorns ma face
Because I see this bloke’s stepped in and took me place
What takes the biscuit, really tops it off
Is when the jackpot lights up, he’s took the lot

                                                                                         (Anon)
                                   Haha lad you see what I just did?
           I just dropped the bandit, only spent a quid     
                                        Oh were you playing mate?
                                         I didn’t realise-ise-ise…

(Reverend)

I’m so skint and demoralised

(Tim)
There’s always tomorrow mate

Reverend And The Makers – Bandits

im tired of this and that i just want to see three points for Chelsea !  -

idont know if we had mourinho in man utd clash – what would be the scoreline ? im sure it wouldnt be 3-0 ! but we are strong lets beat stock – first of all !

Again these two teams meet each other in a Crucial match ! i know the importance of the match. Scolari know – Fergie also knows Everybody knows.

Playing at Old Trafford is a real test for Scolari and chelsea players. if we come out with 3points it will be a boost to finish 1st in the premier League . and the opponents will feel Jittery against chelsea and im sure after that we will win 80 % of our home match. but a Loss will destroy all Hopes for chelsea Fc to achive the firsrt Spot

if we play with confidence and remember in jose times at chelsea we won there many times then it will be so pleasent to break them at home. we MUST be Professionals there. Cause the atomosphere is Completely against US !!

Man Utd meanwhile had poor results in recent weeks. Ronaldo is out of form and the lack of goal scoring more than One time in each match is very painfull for Freguson. 

 But lets be realistic . winning at Old Trafford needs real Powerand Strength. But In my View we can win the match with Late goal there.

…Chelsea Rocks !!!! Lets win this match. Something inside me says this

With hand on heart your right from the start
You taught me to take my part
No cross to bear, no reason to care, my life was all up in air
Four to the floor, I was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all, whenever you are near

The iron hand did not understand the plight of the common man
Four to the floor I was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all whenever you are near

Four to the floor I was sure, that you would be my girl
We’d rent a little world, have a little girl
Four to the floor I was sure, never seeing clear
I could have it all if only you were here

Four to the floor I was sure that you would be my girl
We’d rent a little world, have a little girl
Four to the floor I was sure never seeing clear
I could have it all whenever you are near

Starsailor – Four to the floor

گاهی اوقات خواب هایی میبینیم که معلوم نیست از کجا سرچشمه میگیره . بعضی وقت ها در دنیایی سر میکنیم که خودمون نمیدونیم کجاست. گاهی اوقات تو جهنم هستیم بعضی وقت ها هم تو بهشت.

شاید کسی رو تو خواب ببینیم که بهش حتی فکر هم نمیکردیم اما در درون ما ریشه دوونده. تو خواب هم میشه عاشق شد ؟ شاید هم عاشق شدن تو خواب راحت باشه. بدون هیچ خطری . امن .

اما نمیدونم چرا ما زود خواب هامون رو فراموش میکنیم / شاید کسی رو دوست داشتن هم مثه خواب باشه. وقتی که بیدار میشیم دیگه یادمون نمیاد که چی بودیم و چی کردیم.

اگه اشک هات به اقیانوس بره. به دنبال راهی میگردم که بدونم چجوری با تو بودم. اما حالا که دیگه اینجا نیستی . ستاره ها هم برام معنی نداره. میخوام نفر بعدی برای تو باشم. سیاه و طلایی پس به اسمان شب نگاه میکنم  - اطراف آن پرنده ها فقط تاریکی رو میبینم. نمیدونم چه احساسی دارم . . .

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well well well

again we can see a Bus that parked in front of goal !

but i think this time Zola knows what to do and how to do

but again i think Zola is not like this to defend all the match.

and  chelsea will win and if we do that then we will be top of the table

so come on chelsea

Chelsea 3-0 Westham